परिहासे करे। नयन कटाक्षी करे। आपो न हाते। परहाते। So you must recite the mantra by reciting your wish or getting your wish in mind, and after that forget about the outcomes. Your regularity is the only thing that could convey you effects. ॐ वज्र मुस्ठी वज्र किवाड़। वज्र बाँधों https://www.youtube.com/@Mahavidyabaglamukhi